In silence

So here I sit with my mind running a million miles a minute but I seem to have nothing to say.

My heart is gonna heavy at the moment but I can't seem to feel the way I probably should. I actually feel bad that I only shed a few tears in a moment that called for many. Dark hours are here for the first real time in my life and it's almost like I don't notice. Is it shock? or is it simply that I can't feel that way?

And so the questioning comes to this...
Why have a shed more tears over pointless boys then the loss of a loved one?
Why am I so good at comforting people but I can't ease my own mind?
Is there real peace in this all or is it simply what we believe to sleep at night?
Is there a real reason why life takes away amazing people and spares the terrible?
Did he know what was comming?
Will SHE be okay?


Somewhere in the world right now someone is crossing over...today it was my Poppa tomorrow it could be yours.

Please people I beg you now....

....tell your loved ones you love them. Stop wasting time on things you know are not important. Hug everyone in your life like it will be the last time. Apologize even if they were wrong. Hold on to and cherish precious moments because you will NEVER get any of them back.

Life is way to short for small worries and grudges and hate. Be careful who you let come and go in your life.