Hip Hip HOLY CRAP!!

Today I went and got dermal anchors put in my hips and boy was I nervous. I watched some Youtube videos of it and it looked incredibly painful but I really wanted it done so I said fuck it and went for it. I am quite happy and must say it didnt hurt very much at all there was a little bit of a sharp pinching feeling and it felt really odd when they put the anchors in because you can feel them working them into your skin but all in all only about a 5 or 6 on a scale from 1-10 plus they look uber fucking cool.

Your Body, The worlds body?

I saw something online the other day about weather or not posting,sending,taking "provoctive" pictures means you have no self respect. I did alot of thinking about this subject and came to this conclusion.

There is always going to be people who see it as a lack of self respect but there are many other ways to look at it. It could be any of these...

-lack of self respect
-bodily confidence
-self pride
-life confusion
-desparation
-self discovery
-personal likeness

They are all very different reasons for doing this but not everyone does it for the same reason and doing it does not mean you have no self respect.
I personaly feel that if you have the confidence to show yourself off then there is no reason not to.

I have a few pictures out there that show off my body and I have PLENTY of self respect. I'm not a whore, I don't sleep with a million people. I am wise about the choices I make reguarding sex and relationships, I love my body and my mind.

Personaly I do it out of pure pride for all of me. I am proud of my body and have no qualms about letting people know it. I don't mind if people think badly of me for it because I know who I am and random people can not change me or dampen my confidence in anyway shape or form.

I believe that if someone wants to show off for whatever reason people need to allow them to do it. Stop fucking with people about what they choose to do. We all of the right to do as we choose.